freaky tuesday...

today was really strange day..
i couldn't describe it..
It's been today I escaped the classes..
huahh.. I need new atmosphere..

'It' made me going crazy..
I'm done to a good girl done bad...
hiaxxx...

So then, what should I do to start my new life???
see outside... then feel it..
is there any turn that u gonna take as ur direction???
if u feel right take it
if not, leave it and try to find another...

that's what i did before..
first trying to be innocent girl
but failed coz of the heart condition...
second trying to be wise girl
but then failed again coz of a new 'thing'
third trying to who I am
but again failed caused of the forced..
even it's going good then
but it was mistake..
the only reason that make us separated is the one difference
the very important difference between us..

again back to the 'it'
'it' always come whenever unexpectedly..
first was smooth... lovable.. sweet.. memorable..
but then problems came again and again..

wuaaahhh.... I tired... I bored...
AAAAAAAAA.......
God.. let me find my world.. my life.. my love..
don't let me fall again into one ravine..
Help me to improve myself...

If 'it' my faith, so let 'it' to show it to me
then please give us ur bless amin...

hiaxxxx... "what a dream day!!!"

OK OK..
just leave it and try to be new..!!!
SPIRIT!!!!